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Wednesday, August 26, 2009

I am pissed. You got my help. Now, this is what I got from you. Yeah, thanks a lot. You think I can benefit much from all that? Well, you are wrong. With all that time I give you, I could revise my homework and probably finish reading the ‘The House of Night’ series. I sacrifice my time to you. Do you comprehend? No, with your action, I think not. Now, I finally understand. I am nothing but a ‘helper’. Ok, maybe if you thank me, I would not be so furious. But no, you did not. And yet, the expression on your face showed that you did not appreciate my help. Fine, even you appreciated it, can you tell me? I told myself to calm down, but I cannot. I will always remember how you treated me. Okay, not you, the others. Seriously, you think I like to complain? No, not at all. I helped you without a single grudge. Do you think this is a fair treatment? Do you? I think otherwise. My friends told me to relax, they tried to calm me down. I thank you for all your actions, it really did help. When I came in, you all looked at me, with that curious eyes. Why am I here for, ask yourselves. From all those people, I am one of those who stayed back and lend you my helping hand. You took it and never gave it back. I regretted it, maybe not that much. I see you treating all that kids in that manner, I know they were naughty, but try to understand, they are still kids. You told me to do this, you told me to that. Please, understand, I am not your servant. Trust me, when you call for help, I will reject it. I will. Try me. This time, I will not be so silly. Looking at those rewards they had got, I felt like a loser. I trusted you. Really I did. After many nights of thinking, I got an answer. Maybe I am not that important. No, I will not ask you for it, I will not. I had already set my mind, and I will stick to it. Maybe I will return once or twice, but not for you. This time, I will return to support my friends. Finally, I had lifted the burden in my heart. I will write no more. I had enough. Don’t worry, I am not talking about you, nor you, and of course, not you.

26.8.09

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